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Name: Thomas
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Birthday: 1/18/1983
Gender: Male
Interests: hangin' out with friends, hangin' out with gf, glowsticking, chilling, studying, being a nerd, trying to work and do hw at the same time, being more of a nerd, playing tennis, and so on and so forth
Expertise: hehe..... glowstickin' and bein' good at it.... naw.. j/p I suck....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
10/29/2002
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| So there have been a lot of things on my mind lately. More recently, I've been wracking my brain about my experiments. I'm now in Korea, waiting for my flight back to Taiwan and I finally have some time to slow down and relax a bit. My experiment here was a complete success so I finally have some breathing room. I'm quite excited at the possibility that i get to see shanny a lot this summer. However, what's really been on my mind is how unreasonable I was to gracie last time i was talking to her on the phone. Gracie if you're reading this, my sincere apologies... I feel hella bad about it, but I hope you know I have your best interests in mind. Shanny if you're reading this, I can't wait, nervous and unbelievably excited at the same time. | | |
| So wow, fire in the physics department where we have x-rays, infrared,
various types of beams, and a nuclear core running.... couldn't have
been good. Oh well, the experiments go on regardless
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| It seems that during the past few days, everything has been going
wrong. It seems that everything around me is falling apart.
However, I guess that is a part of life. You can't go through
life expecting everything to go your way. What you can do, is
hold everything together until things stick the way they're supposed
to. Lots to think about recently. Although I've been
through a lot of stress lately I think the biggest mistake I've done is
to unload some of it on Shanny. She has enough of her own things
to worry about, without having to worry about me. There were lots
of things I shouldn't have said/done, but I know everything will work
out. Shanny and I work out our problems and we communicate with
each other very well. I believe that is key to a successful
relationship. All I can hope is that Shanny will forgive me for
being the moody self that I have been, and accept that is a part of
me. Much love to her for understanding, forgiving, and putting up
with me.
So how's everybody else doing? I wonder if people actually still ready my xanga...
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| So I'm now in Pohang Korea. When I got here, to be honest much of
it reminds me of Madison. The good and bad all combined together
made me finally realize that I actually kind of miss Wisconsin.
Everything seemed so simple yet had its complexity too it. Lots
of time for self-reflection on what I've been doing and what I will be
doing. One of the biggest pains of comming here is how much I
miss my girlfriend. Shanny has always been there for me and I've
always talked to her over the phone, but for the first time in a long
time I'm unable to call her. I miss her voice and support so
much. Looking forward to going back home already so I can fix my
sleeping scheduel which has gone way out of wack since comming
here. experiment from 8PM to 6AM, go home, sleep, wake up at 4PM,
repeat. God damn I want to sleep on normal hours again.
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| So I work full time now. Odd, never thought I'd get here.
The pay isn't exactly what I expected it to be but I suppose its decent
enough for Taiwan. Two months ago I entered a new relationship
that's been .... how should I put it.... the courtship was quite long
as I've expressed my feelings about this girl around August.
Although the relationship is a long distance one, I believe that things
will work out in the end. That is all for now folks.
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